Friday, October 16, 2009

Camping, Traveling, and Being Lazy :)

This is going to be a long one.. I don't ever have time, let me rephrase that, I choose to never have the energy to update this thing, so when I do, its always a massive glob of stuff. I am always under the impression that we have a pretty boring life, but when I look back at everything that we have done, we really do get out and do stuff! I am amazed...Clear back in August we went on a cruise with some friends to the Bahamas. I am a killer slacker and haven't even written about that. I'd like to say that I will do that later, but I don't want to lie. If it happens, that will be awesome, but I'm not promising anything. (maybe I'll get a few pictures up here, it was the most beautiful place I've ever been).September brought our one and only camping trip this year, but hey, that's one more than we got to last year. We went up to Perception Park (just down the road from Causey Dam) and took Maili and Jaycee with us Friday night. Steph and Merl came up on Saturday and played all day. It was overcast, but the girls insisted on getting in the river and riding it. They just walked up a little ways and Tim would catch them before they passed us. Papa was panning his gold up at the campsite with Lucy by his side (he got a decent amount, it was a good bucket), Steph was snoring in the tent, and Merl and I were sitting on a giant rock, waiting for "Maili and Seesee" to come down the river. It is AMAZING how rocks and water create endless entertainment.
Jacyee Beth- crazy girl, I love her guts


Maili Anne- aka skinny butt, I don't know how she ever stays warm.


Uncle Tim got the privilege of getting the rocks out of the river. The ones in the dirt just weren't good enough. Of course, the one child that we didn't want wet was the one that wanted to get in the most. this was as close as it ever got:) We had a nice lunch, painted our crafts, and just played until Steph and Merl went home. We roasted marshmallows, hung out by the fire and had another chilly night in the beautiful mountains. It was an bittersweet camping trip. Shauna and Tom were HUGE campers. They had, and still have, every imaginable camping gadget there is, from collapsible garbage can stands, to sinks that convert to checkers boards, and many more...oh so many more. They would take their family camping all the time. The first time I ever met them, I went up with Tim to have sit around the fire while his family was up camping. Shauna's one year anniversary of her death was the day before we left, and we all kept saying that "mom would do it this way" or "i wish mom was here so she could help us with this" or "mom would know where that RANDOM thing would be"..Its crazy how when you lose someone you love, you realize how much they did. The saying "you don't know what you've got until its gone" has a whole new meaning when you lose someone you love. The little things like how to cook the pancakes while you are camping have big impacts, and until you have to do it and the girls tell you it doesn't taste like grandma's, that's when you want to ask her how the heck she made everything taste so good...We sure do miss her, but somehow we always manage to get through our tough times.. Sunday Jackie, Ren and Jana came up. We decided after doing about 5 short runs on the river that we would do one big one, have Tom drive us up closer to the dam and float down one time and be done. We all had our own tubes, blew them up, thought we were pretty set to go. Tim was the only one of the 7 of us that had ever floated that section of the river, and hadn't done it in quite a few years. Long story short, the river had changed quite a bit. Flip flops are never a good idea, taking skinny little girls (and Jackie) is never a good idea. We only had one tube pop-thank heavens it was mine, so I shared with Jaycee the rest of the way. My big hiney seemed to hit every possible rock there was. We lost a pair of flip flops, broke another ( that was also mine, i think i was jinxed that day) fell out of tubes countless times, lots of bruises, scratches, and lots and lots of shivers. We only made it down about half way until we decided that the blue lips and uncontrollable shivers on the girls were not a good sign and we needed to get out and find path to the road to walk the rest of the way. We found a house tucked away in the forest and asked them for directions, (this was about when my flip flop broke) and found a road that eventually led to our campground. We ended up making a pretty awesome shoe substitute, if I do say so myself, out of the rope that was tied around my popped tube.
This picture doesn't do it justice. the rope was much farther up my leg, wrapped around my foot and toes a few more times and finally to finish it off, was tucked into my pocket so i could carry Jaycee. Good times

Tim and I were both sick on this trip, but dayquil and sudafed work wonders. We made it through a nice dinner, more s'mores and roasted starbursts, and then to our wonderful beds:) mm I love camping. Over all, it was a good quick weekend get away. We had a good time with our family and friends, and lots of lazy, relaxing in the beautiful world Heavenly Father gave us.

Jana is real pretty. oh yeah, and Wolfgang is pretty cute too :)

Breakfast Saturday morning. pancakes, eggs and bacon

This is the new thing, kissing noses :) Merl was just too excited about throwing rocks into the water. Timmy sure does love that kid...

and we can't forget Lucy. She was right there in the middle of everything :)

Woot Woot...

We can all see who really helped buzz save the world from danger...angela tried but i was the true warrior for buzz

Thursday, September 3, 2009

I Miss Her...

Today is the one year anniversary of Shauna's death. I miss her like crazy, and even though I only spent a short time with her, I will always have a place for her in my heart. She was such an amazing woman, and I learned so much from her. I will always appreciate the mother that she was, and the impact she has left on so many people's lives.

I'll love you Always, forever, and no matter what.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

life as we know it.

Libby is in Pennsylvania again...I cried when she left.

WE ARE GOING TO THE BAHAMAS!- August can't come soon enough, except for when it comes to losing the weight to look decent on the cruise..

I now drive 80 miles a day to go to work.

Tim is doing summer school- yuck.

We are in the process of re-doing the house this summer- YAY!

We had a minor-ish water problem that caused a waterfall in our bedroom, and the lovely thing called mold. We had a sleepover in the family room for a week.

We had ANOTHER water issue that soaked the carpet in the basement, but nothing some towells and fans running for a week can't fix...to much water lately, where is the sun?

Did I mention we are going the Bahamas?!

We met my Grandma's French relative..She has some wicked clothes, Americans kind of dress ugly..

Fathers day is coming up...we have some pretty awesome fathers, they've done alot for us in our lives, we sure do love them..even if they do weird things like this and allow people to capture it..
I guess that what makes them special though, now i just have to find a good picture of Tom, I have plenty on my phone, just not great quality..

Life is crazy, it never slows down. But I love it and wouldn't have it any other way...most of the time :)

Saturday, May 9, 2009

This will be my future seed.....because i think it is funny


To eliminate confusion this is Tim that is posting this....not Angela...but she will be partially responsible for this young seed one day too....lol

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

I am so sick of sneezing my brains out...spring is the WORST time for my allergies, and living in a house with 2 cats and a dog doesn't help. I am sitting here at work and I think I have used half a box of tissues in the last 45 minutes..SO ANNOYING!
I think also with in the last 45 minutes I have eaten a fiber one bar and 3 packages of fruit snacks...oops...my bad

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Seriously?!

People NEVER cease to amaze me. Sometimes they are just so freaking rude I can hardly stand it! Today I was on Fort Lane and Gordon Lane sitting at a light to go back to work from lunch with my mom. I'll admit I don't look the best today, I could be put in the group that Jackie loves oh so much that wears the sweat suits (I only wore it today because I woke up so freaking late this morning, refer to post below). I had my windows down, was listening to my music, it wasn't loud, I wasnt singing,...then to my amazement the guy next to me rolls down his window and proceeds to yell at me that I am ugly. Gee thanks, you're not so hot yourself. Even if I do think someone is ugly I would never roll down my window and yell it at them...I'm still amazed at it. It wasn't even like he was in high school being a retard with his friends. He was all alone in is BEAUTIFUL(very sarcastic) car with blue tape holding it together.. I just dont get it...

Sometimes I wonder about myself...

I had an interesting conversation with my father in law the other day...He insisted that I sleep as much as I do, only because it is a habit. I HIGHLY disagree.. My mom has ALWAYS had all of her kids on a schedule, especially with sleep. If I don't get my sleep, I am not happy (to say the least). For all of you who know me, you can attest that that is the absolute truth. However, I am not the only one in my family that is like that. ALL of my siblings are the same way, so are my parents, even my grandparents...but still I am told it is only a habit. Tim really struggled with this when we first got married...he still gets annoyed (I think he hides his annoyance most of the time) but is getting better and understands that life in general will be better if he just leaves me alone and lets me sleep. When I get sick, my need is even more...If I take naps during the day, I always get better faster. When I tried to mention my theory to Tom, he wouldn't even hear it. He is a military man who wakes up at 6 am whether he likes it or not..it doesn't make sense to him. If I could, I would probably sleep at least 10 hours a day... I don't even know where this rampage came from today..maybe it was the fact that I slept better last night then I have in a month, and of course it just has to be on the day that I have to actually get up and go to school before I go to work...I hate mornings. If you want to see me happy, don't see me in the mornings...

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Wedding Gifts...Still

I am SO excited. Tim is going to kill me because they are ridiculously expensive, but I have always wanted some glass canisters like these. I used a gift card my aunt and uncle gave us for our wedding, but still. Pottery Barn's prices are crazy, but I LOVE their stuff...

I figure I can use these for lots of stuff..bathroom, or kitchen as containers, candy jars (not that I need any candy) etc. Oh man am I excited..

I HATE Snot.

I cannot even begin to describe how sick I am of blowing my nose. It is now to the point that i have hard crusty skin peeling off of it, giving the look that I have constant boogers hanging out of my nose. I will not use any other tissues than the ones that have lotion on them, and even still my nose feels like it is going to fall off my face. The best part by far about having a cold is the constant sniffing and sneezing that i do. The best is when I'm on the phone at work with a patient and I can't even talk with them because I have so much SNOT everywhere! Its SO not fun being sick...I want it gone...NOW

Friday, February 27, 2009

I am definitely not the best blogger on the block. I get so bored at work, you would think that I could take a few minutes out of my incredibly busy days and write something..I just don't always have stuff to write..I find myself repeating stories...thank you dad for that trait. Life is just kinda in the same routine right now. Wake up early, go to school, go to work, come home, eat, go back to school. Repeat. Same thing all the time..very exciting.
We did mix it up a little last week and went ballroom dancing with group of couples from our ward. It was alot of fun, and I don't think Tim hated it as bad as he thought he was going to. It was cheap, close, something I've always wanted to do, and the teacher was simple and nice. The only disadvantage was the full size mirrors, reminding me everytime I look into them that I should use my gym membership more than I do..I'm getting better in the gym department though. The thing with working out and staying in shape is finding the time to do it. When I finally get off work, there is always dinner to be made, a 10 year old little girl waiting by the door for me to tell me about some dramatic thing that happened that day, a dog who all but mauls me everytime I walk in the door...and of course the cleaning, laundry, homework..all the REALLY fun life sucking day to day chores that need to be done. Going to work out is just another thing to add to my list..but I know I NEED to do it. It really does make me feel so much better, its just getting myself off my butt and out the door. From that point forward, its all good.

I've decided I need a vacation. Ok, so need is pushing it, but I definately WANT a vacation. The last vacation we really went on was our honeymoon. It was nice, but we were worried about what was going on the whole time...we had a very short honeymoon phase..to much family stuff going on. I suppose we did go to California in December..I forget about things sometimes. I swear I'm getting more and more forgetful lately. I write EVERYTHING down, and somehow I still manage to forget to look at my planner, Its a vicious cycle of forgetfulness that I just can't seem to break. I even forget what I am writing. ooo goodness. Back to the Vacation thing, Everything just costs money. I can't seem to justify spending money right now. My mind thinks that other things are more important...like school, paying off the car, savings. You know, things that take some responsibility. One day I will be in a tropical place, soaking up the sun getting some sort of my tan back, and just being incredibly lazy...ahh...soon....

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Long Time....No Post

For Tim's birthday (In January, horrible i know) my dad gave him some awesome tickets for the Jazz game against the Mavericks ( on Feb 5...once again, sorry for the lateness). They were AMAZING seats..row one, seat 14 and 15. If you look real close...you can see they were $452.00...A PEICE!! Why anyone would pay that much still kills me, I can't even comprehend how many clothes I could get with that money, or house decorations...or STUFF!
It was a ton of fun. We were right behind Mark Cuban (the owner of the Mavs, I know nothing about him except he is the owner and VERY rich.) and here is his face.The Jazz bear was crazy, he sled down one of the isles on a sled into the arena, did a hand stand on top of 30ft ladder, he's crazy.
It's been a crazy month already. We've had everything from Birthdays, to baby showers, to flu, tests in every class falling all at the same time, and TONS of snow. Our Tress are looking like crap and I am definately not looking forward to spring clean up this year. One of our big trees in the back yard snapped at the base and a third of the tree broke a whole in the fence. Luckily it didnt hit any of the posts, just the panels, they are alot cheaper. The lilacs are super smooshed, the tree in the front yard has lost about half of its branches due to snapping also...love the snow but hate it oh so bad all at the same time.

This is the best picture i could get of some of the damage without tracking through 3 feet of snow. yuck.
Also, not the best picture, but they all used to be standing up strait...now they are smashed into the ground:(
And this is what our front walkway looks like...its calling for me to make a snow cave..now if I can just find the time to do it...

It was also mom's birthday this last week. We went to Texas Roadhouse, my family loves that place for some reason. She told the waiter that she wasnt going to get on the sadle for any reason so not to even waste his time bringing it over...but we talked him into it and we had everyone watching. I got it on video, but I dont know how to post it. Hopefully I can, becuase she was pretty embarassed.. hehe love you mom:)
Mert, Papa, mom and dad
Mom is saying "you are so in trouble right now you twit"...If looks could kill, this one would do the trick.


Friday, January 30, 2009

TOM'S HOME!!!

How ever much I LOVE to play mom, it is so nice when grandpa comes home and helps distribute the load of playing mom to a 10 year old. Lybi is an amazing little girl, she's been through alot in her life, and all things considered, she's amazing. She got her report card and got an average of 3.75 or4's on every subject ( for all you non elementary grading system knowing people that is the equivalent of A's and one A-) She was pretty excited needles to say. She's learning how to cook things with me, and has chilled out alot to the point where I can actually have the patience to have her in the kitchen with me to cook.

Tom finally got home yesterday afternoon. He's been down in Arizona for some old folks fair-thats really not what it is, but thats what I got from it when he was explaining it to me :) He loves to go gold hunting, and they have an entire section of the fair that is dedicated to different minerals and rocks and things like that. He brought me home a gorgeous turquoise necklace, I've been so spoiled since I met this family. He is such a sweet man, he's always thinking of ways that he can help someone out, or just make their days a little bit brighter. He walked in the door with a visor on that has some fake silver hair attached to it....all just to see the reaction that Lybi and I would give him. I'll have to put a picture up, its pretty funny to see the bald tan head with a tupee attached to his visor.... He did get quite a few giggles out of the two of us, and thats exactly what he was going for. Love that guy...

It is FINALLY the weekend...I am FINALLY getting my hair done..I haven't gotten it done since..I think October when we had our family pictures done. Its bad. The super bowl is this weekend...Tim's pretty excited. We don't really have anything big planned, just going to see if my family- my Dad in particular- want to come over and watch it with us. Sometimes, just spending time with your family is the best part of any sort of get together...

Thursday, January 29, 2009

blah

Today.....SUCKS.





The end

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Fallout 3

If....now that is a big if....any guys out there read this and like video games you have to play Falout 3 one of the best games that i have played in a very long time.

Blogs.....

So tonight as we watch TV in our humble basement, Angela tells me i need to blog on "OUR" blog but really what to say on a blog..... I guess I have to just come up with something. Hmmmm I like chicken thats about the best i got tonight....

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

- 100

So I was talking to my mom this weekend, and she told me that she just hit her 100 pound mark on her weight loss! She looks SO good and I am so glad that she was able to do somthing for herself to get her body and health back. It was a tough road, especially at first, and it even still has some effects on her- like not being able to digest any sugar...blah- but she looks amazing...soon she's going to be skinnier than me..not cool. Way to go mom!

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

......

So this weekend was a little chill, we didnt have to much that we HAD to get done...I didnt have any school Friday, my teacher decided that we needed a work day, I'm ok with that, that just means I might get another 2 hours of sleep! yahoo! Tom and Tim were busy getting Tom ready to go on his annual trip down to Quartzite, where he goes gold hunting. We are playing mom and day more than usual for the next couple of weeks, and of course the one weekend we actually get asked to do something with other human beings, we have to worry about finding something for Lybi to do. Yes, she is ten, and a very mature ten at that, but "she doesnt like to be home alone". My cute little sister came over, and hung out with us all afternoon, so she said she would just hang out with Lyb while we went and played games with Harmony and Derek.

They have gotten Tim hooked on Settlers of Catan. He plays it online by himself now...thanks guys ;) It is a fun game though, and we had a good time interacting with other people besides our family...and Jack and Jan of course...hehe. Sunday was stake conference, and I'll admit, we didn't go. We probably should have, but sleep was just so much more enticing that morning...that is a rare occurance that sleep is acutally recieved in the amount needed, and my body just wouldn't let me force it to wake up any earlier than it absolutely had to.

My family ended up coming to our house for a yummy sunday dinner -thanks mom for buying all the food:) - We just hung out and the boys watched football, and the girls watched a cinderella story. Good times, those are some of my favorite times, when my whole family is just chilling, no fighting, comfortable, and relaxing. It is so nice to be able to just chill in our new basement, which isnt all that new anymore, but it still feels new to me. It is wonderful to walk down the stairs with a normal carpet on them, not a forrest green floral print that has been there for probably close to 20 years, then walk into the basement that has normal, fresh, clean walls and carpet. No more blue rooster wallpaper borders, and no more crazy dot patterns all over the walls, juice (and who knows what else) stained forrest green carpets, ah its SOOOOOOO nice. Thanks Tom for letting us do it, and Tim for helping me feed my obsession with clean and new things.

Now its back to the never ending struggle with school...blah. I just wish I had more hours in one day, I want to go home and spend time with Tim, not read my stupid history text book, and do stupid Chemistry equations. YUCK. oh well, at least I'll get a little smarter from it?

Over and OUT.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

cali-forn-i-a

So Jan was able to be here for this christmas, yahoo! We decided that the four of us wanted to do another little trip like we usually do when Jan comes home. We tried to think of something that all of us could afford, and that we could squeeze into our crazy lifes. We thought about going to Vegas for a couple of nights, but decided that we had already been there to many times, so Disneyland was next on our list. We decided to leave Christmas night after we had done all of our stuff with our families, and ended up getting caught in the HORRIBLE snow storm. Our plan was to try to get to mesquite, then drive the rest of the way to Cali Friday and spend the day at the beach. Needless to say, that didn't happen. We drove almost 5 hours, and got to Fillmore, which for those of you who don't know Utah, it should only take 2 or 2.5 hours to get there...it was bad. They ended up closing the Freeway, and we stayed at the WONDERFUL (not) best western in Fillmore. We got to California, alive and well. The first night we were there, Jan proposed, yahoo...now they can be married too! :) We went to Disney land for three days, a word to the wise, don't go during christmas time, not cool. We had lots of fun, and it was good to get away from work and family and craziness and just be with our best friends. We went out to eat...alot...but thats what vacations are for right? We splurged and went to two restraunts in one night....ok not to eat, but we ate dinner at PF Changs, and went and got cheesecake from next door at the Cheesecake Factory..MMMMM the BEST cheesecake EVER! Then...on the way home, we decided to stay a night in Vegas, and guess where we ate again....thats right, the Cheesecake Factory, and yes we bought ANOTHER whole cheesecake.. talk about packing on the holiday pounds. I had more cheesecake in 4 days, than all the sweets all winter combined! oops..

Tuesday, January 13, 2009


Isn't he cute? I like him alot :)

This one was one of my favorites, but by the time I had to pick my bridals, I just picked one fast so I could get the prints made in time...needless to say, I didn't really notice this one until it was to late...oh well



WOW


So.... I have decided that I waste most of my day sitting on my butt at work, I could attempt to try and keep a blog. Our life really isn't all that exciting, but it has to get more exciting eventually doesn't it? I made this blog forever ago, and just have never gotten around to actually posting anything on it. This is my attempt to keep something else up in my life. HERE WE GO!

Tim and I met each other through some friends on a blind date, it was definitely not going to go anywhere through my eyes..he was ok, but just not what I wanted, or wanting a boyfriend at the time. I was still in high school and loving doing whatever I wanted with my friends and not being tied down to any commitments. That all changed. We kept hanging out, and then we started doing more dating.....you know how the rest goes. We got engaged in February..i think the 23rd, i know horrible that I can't even remember the date..and started to plan the wedding! Jackie was going Europe doing a study abroad in March, so I had to get as much stuff done with her here as I could! Needless to say, I did, except for Bridals :) Things seemed to be going to plan, the wedding was close, we did the final things to get ready for the temple, took out our endownments on Tom and Shauna's 40th Wedding Anniversary, that was so amazing. I was so overwhelmed, but I was so peaceful at the same time. About a week before we were to get married, Shauna had a massive ceasure causing her to forget everything about herself, her life, her family, her surroundings and everything. Luckily family was close enough and got to her fast. She was taken to the ER and scans were done of her brain, and two masses were found. When I was told I was SO scared, and could not even imagine what else could go wrong before our perfect day was supposed to happen. She was in the hospital for about 4 days, then they let her come home on her insistance that she was not going to be missing any part of our lifes during this important time. She was to sick to come to the Endownment session, but was able to make it to the acutal Wedding Ceremony, which was so much more important to both of us. 2 Days after the wedding, she had brain surgery to attempt to remove the two brain tumors. They were semi successful, but could not remove all of them due to locations in the brain. She underwent Chemo therapy and radiation for close to a month before the doctors told us to take her home and let her be comfortable with her family. She died on September 3, 2008. I feel SO incredibly pleasured to be able to live with Tom and Shauna the first few months of our marriage and be able to help take care of her. It was definately not an easy task, but I learned things about her and her sweet spirit that I never would have learned any other way. She was such an amazing woman, mother, and grandmother, and I hope that I can learn from her and her life and make my life a little better.
We are still living with Tom, he is amazing, and I really do love him like my own dad. Hes a goofy old man and always good for a hug or a chuckle. We have Tim's neice Lybi living with us. She is a very opinionated 10 year old little girl, but we still love her:) Tim is going to School full time at the U of U trying to chug through his last few semesters of Civil Engineering. He works part time also at the U in a concrete lab. I am going to school part time at Weber, and working full time as the Office Manager for Pinnacle Hospice. Life is so busy, yet at the end of the day all I want to do is go home and be with my family.
I am so blessed to have met Tim, he is absolutely amazing, and has gone through so much. He teaches me new things everyday, and will someday be a great dad. He is the love of my life, and I cant wait to spend the rest of my life with him!